Looking back at my pictures and videos from this trip as I wait in the airport to head back home, I stopped at this screenshot. Have you ever looked at yourself and it’s almost like you don’t even know who you are? That’s how I feel looking at this. Like I don’t remember the last time I was this happy. I mean truly happy.
Of course many people think I’m crazy or having a manic episode because I’ve decided to sell my house and live on the road with my kitties, but moments like this are exactly why. I’ve been miserable for years. My home has housed many traumatic memories for me. There were some good ones too, but the ones that replay in my head daily are the abuse and trauma and the feelings of helplessness. Yes, I’ve done SO MUCH work on myself to work through these issues and flashbacks and yes I’m fully aware that up and moving isn’t always a reasonable solution. But I know it’s holding me back and moving forward is exactly what I need.
I don’t need anyone else to understand it.
I understand it. And I know what’s best for me.
So get ready to see even more of these smiles of pure joy as I travel around in my house on wheels. I cannot wait for this next chapter to begin. ❤️
Do what makes your soul happy. This is your only shot at this life. Don’t let it pass you by with unfulfilled dreams and incomplete bucket lists. Go chase your dreams, friend ✨