~SOUND ON~ Dear Phoebe,
I hope this letter (never) reaches you, because if you were to read this, I don’t know how I’d react. Truth is, Phoebe, you have changed every bit of me ever since you'd yelled at me for bickering with Max at Central Perk. Everything in Minsk reminded me of you, from the statue of Lenin to the rare yellow sunshine that seemed to glitter like your hair. My only beacon of hope while coming back to Manhattan every time was to stay with you and reignite we had lost.
I never expected you to wait for me after I left for Minsk, and truth be told, I wasn’t expecting to hurt this much anyway. But I left a part of myself with you that New Year’s and somehow that part of me will remain with you forever. It isn’t fair for me to woo you while you’re happily engaged to Mike, but how I wish you’d choose me over and over. When I proposed to you that evening in Barbados, you smiled and it felt like the sun shone on me after a dreadfully long winter. But that smile, no matter how wide it was, never reached your eyes. You may have said yes to me, but your heart belonged to Mike, just like mine belongs to you.
For me, your happiness is beyond anything else, and if it means losing you to Mike, so be it. I only pray that somewhere, in a different universe, in a different world, you will grow old with your “noisy boy”, while I sweep everything off the table every morning and kiss you just the way you had wanted. Until then, I wish you and Mike all the happiness in the world.
I love you so much;
Your Scientist Guy.
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