This poem is for anyone,
If the shoe fits wear it cinderella!
I'll talk to all, even to the unknown,
I'll talk to all, even to the the unseen.
I'll talk to all of them about beings.
It's getting old,
People leaving me in the cold.
We may all be physically stuck on earth,
But our souls may live in different galaxys.
I might even be from an unlike dimension.
I'm here, but maybe i'm from another planet.
But, while my heart throbs inside my chest
Yours beats mute!
Like pawns in chess, everyone is so easy to fall.
Here, there's a gift! Empty promises for all!
What if? Shit gets out of hand
And the mad goes all bad in that psychohead?
I cringe and cringe.
On the wrong corner of the ring
I lost it! It's out of the finger, the ring.
That's the thing,
How could there be any win?
Think now you are free, no dead weight!
Getting away from those full of hate!
The act is in fact an act
And so i stand correct.
They all act like i didn't matter,
Except while their egos were getting fatter.
Always empty chatter and more chatter,
Wishing others were clothed in tatters.
Like the smartests ever, patter and patter!
Smattered beings, splatter away, scatter!
I'm in a stage where my old self is gone
And yet i was born and everyday i grow more.
An eternal transformation loyal to my core.
I guess i value things differently.
And still you think you are not lucky.
All of my darkest times i survived them alone.
So whoever you are don't go thinking that i can't
Pass, smile, survive, live and cry without you.
And everytime i surpass myself, even alone,
I always come back better.
I know i'm in need of deep healing,
It's the truth and a deep feeling.
So i looked life straight in the eyes,
Grabbed it by it's wrists.
Saw a garden reflected, saw peace.
For my surprise i saw my soul in lifes eyes.
It made this days easier!
Even though yesterday i got a flat tire
And i'm flat tired.
Surgery marked today for a large AVM
Also today given the go to surgery for boob implants.
Somehow i believe everything is going to be ok,
I'll find all pieces of my peace.
I'll get there!
Shit, just do all you can to keep strong!